the flop-E-ness of my hat today is as follows...

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-08-28T19:49:00

2005-08-28T23:49:59Z

i feel yucky

don't ask me why

but i love dennis!

and i guess that's all that matters at this point!

*muah*

hello world

2005-08-25T18:55:03Z

well i'm looking forward to school starting and then ending...

0-chorale root
1-ap english lenhausen
2-ap gov christopher
3-physics miller
4-ap calc ceo
5-ap chem porter

although i am happy for mrs. wilk, its kinda sad that i'm gonna have to learn from ceo this year...

i've been thinking lately and i've decided that this year is the year to get really serious about everything. i have to get all a's this year at least once or i'll die, i haven't done that yet... also i think that i am definately going to be married within the next 7 years...my whole family thinks so and i have to agree with them. i know i should be just living in the moment but i'm so excited for the future! i can't believe that i'm a senior. i just can't. it's like a whole chapter gone from life. its a quarter of my life gone. wow.

anywhoo if you want a job...

only on sat and sun from 9-2 gimmie a call and i'll give you the info 725-7360

no cut!! muahahahahahahahah!

2005-08-16T00:44:29Z

> WORDS WOMEN USE
> FINE
> This is the word women use to end an argument when
> they feel they are right
> and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to
> describe how a woman looks –
> this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
> FIVE MINUTES
> This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five
> minutes that your
> football game is going to last before you take out
> the trash, so it's an
> even trade.
> NOTHING
> This means "something," and you should be on your
> toes. "Nothing" is usually
> used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting
> to turn you inside out,
> upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually
> signifies an argument that
> will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine".
> GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows! )
> This is a dare. One that will result in a woman
> getting upset over "Nothing"
> and will end with the word "Fine".
> GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows)
> This means "I give up" or "do what you want because
> I don't care" You will
> get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few
> minutes, followed by "Nothing"
> and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five
> Minutes" when she cools
> off.
> LOUD SIGH
> This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal
> statement often
> misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks
> you are an idiot at
> that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time
> standing here and
> arguing with you over "Nothing"
> SOFT SIGH
> Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. "Soft
> Sighs" mean that she is
> content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe,
> and she will stay content.
> THAT'S OKAY
> This is one of the most dangerous statements that a
> woman can make to a man.
> "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and
> hard before paying you
> back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's
> Okay" is often used with
> the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised
> Eyebrow."
>
>
> GO AHEAD.
> At some point in the near future, you are going to
> be in some mighty big
> trouble.
> PLEASE DO
> This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is
> giving you the chance to
> come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for
> doing whatever it is
> that you have done. You have a fair chance with the
> truth, so be careful and
> you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"
> THANKS
> A woman is thanking you. Do not faint! Just say
> you're welcome.
> THANKS A LOT
> This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will
> say, "Thanks A Lot" when
> she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that
> you have offended her in
> some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud
> Sigh." Be careful not to
> ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will
> only tell you "Nothing"
>

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dennis has been gone for a week, i miss him...*sigh* and even though my sisters said that i didn't want to talk to you, i still did. lol sorry about that

k i'm done now

i love dennis!

OH! i'm working everyday this week 6-9 come and visit me!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-08-04T19:02:00

2005-08-04T23:04:47Z

i love dennis

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-08-02T09:22:00

2005-08-02T13:24:12Z

i had the perfect day yesturday

it was perfect.

except the part where i went to sleep without dennis...*sigh*

but my new favorite movie is Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-27T19:02:00

2005-07-27T23:02:51Z

ever just feel like getting your brains fucked out over and over and over again??

i do...

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-26T15:02:00

2005-07-26T19:26:45Z

i had the WORST day that i've had in a while. i went to work and got treated like crap all day. just by the "owner" (i use quotes because he's not really the owner, he just thinks he is) and this other girl who just started and already thinks that she's better than me. i did twice as much work today than i do on a weekend or any otherday of the week, for less money and horrible treatment.

but good news.

root is coming back for chorale!

i literally cried when i heard that!

*sigh*

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-25T15:36:00

2005-07-25T19:50:59Z

i can't believe how the harry potter book ended! i almost cried!!! ;p

anywho i'm doing really well at work and i'm making money like you've know idea! i met dennis's gramma and she's great. i'm in love and i love to say it.

i don't have anything to say! i love dennis!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-20T20:20:00

2005-07-21T00:27:56Z

so anyway, the beautiful dozen long stemmed roses that i got finally bit the dust today

sarah went outside and took the disgarded 11 roses (i kept one...) and threw the petals in the air while singing a song to herself. oh! i take that back, 10 roses are dead, one she is currently singing to. lol whatever.

i realize that i never really had that great of an imagination at either of my sisters current ages. Lea still can imagine things whereas i stopped a long time before then. i stay home now and make dinner for the family in between cleaning things and making things better, as my sisters are outside with friends that they discovered live down the street from us. i guess i just didn't find those kids when i was their age so i guess that's my loss huh?

i have to go to work tomorrow, and don't get me wrong, i want to work (mainly for the money, but the job pays really well too) but i'm always so tired after work and tomorrow i get to go out with dennis. i have to get a nap in there sometime too...lol whatever. not a big problem though, i make such a big deal out of it all...

i love my life. but sometimes it just plain blows. lol

dennis are you ready for some vanilla ice cream? i am. lets go!!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-20T11:59:00

2005-07-20T16:20:26Z

so i almost died of an allergy attack today

it wasn't fun

have to work tomorrow

gooing to dennis's grandma's

nothing else really is worth talking about

oh and i'm sorry if i bit off your head yesturday

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-19T13:00:00

2005-07-19T17:05:03Z

i don't understand how you don't think that i "love" you enough not to tell you that i miss you and that i want to come over...i do miss you and i told you that the last tiime that i talked to you. really that hurt to be told that. but oh well i guess. you'd have to be in my shoes for a day.lol whatever.

so i tried to call dennis yesturday and there was no answer...

happy anniversary anyway!

hee hee

whoa buddy~

2005-07-18T14:51:07Z

wanna see what happens to me in one day? here we go!

got a licence
got a job
got over $100 dollars
got roses
got a card
got this really fun green thingy that makes me happy
got a laptop
got a kiss (a couple actually, good ones too..)
got to see two friends
got to spend the day with my boyfriend of officially one year!

i love you dennis and here's to many more years to come!!!!!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-07-12T18:24:00

2005-07-12T22:26:21Z

i don't know, i'm just lonely, and the shit has hit the fan.

call me sometime.

i need to talk to someone who gives a damn and won't get mad at me when i talk to them.

fuck life.

725-7360

hmmmm

2005-07-08T13:30:31Z

well dennis has gone and done it, he's all peirced up now...lol

i realize that i haven't really kept up with everybody so far this summer but there is a couple good reasons that i don't feel like sharing with you at the moment.

i got a job, then i lost it...only me y'know! oh man

saturday is my cousins grad party and i cant wait! hey did you get your license?

getting mine in a week.

love my boyfriend more than ever even though he thinks that i'm on his ass about everything.

call me

725-7360

hey yeah! i'm still alive

2005-06-29T15:55:56Z

eh the party really sucked so don't worry if you missed it and i'm sorry for those who did come (just because it was because of them that the party sucked!!!) [that of course excludes stephanie and josh and maybe eric and dennis]

so anywho, i am gonna take my road test here pretty soon, if my parents ever let me get out in the shagin' wagon to test the expressways before i go and get tested on it.

i really miss bruce for some reason.

joyce don't worry that you didn't come! i'm not mad!

everything else is fine and i am coming up on my 1 year anniversary!

yaay!

meagan

pb and j party

2005-06-21T16:41:19Z

http://www.mapquest.com/maps/map.adp?country=US&addtohistory=&formtype=address&searchtype=address&cat=&address=7013%20Meldrum%20Rd&city=Ira&state=MI&zipcode=48023%2d2427&searchtab=home

that's where the party is at!
Saturday 11-6 be there!

also we will be celebrating eric's birthday so if you feel the need bring a gift!

also gimmie a call if you can bring something!!!!

i need people to bring stuff!

725-7360

ttyl!

ahh! and other such expressions...

2005-04-27T19:57:22Z

today was a great/grand/super de duper day. not many of those kind anymore.

so jessica, you are one of my new most favorite people and i most definately will be having dreams about you...

dennis, you already know...

bye!

idendum...

2005-04-20T20:45:04Z

boys are stupid.

thanks for asking.

happy 4-20

amen, alelluia

hmmm...thought...that's something new and exciting!

2005-04-20T19:21:30Z

i've been thinking a lot about the future and what i want to do. unfortunately i find myself lacking in a lot of areas that i wish i wasn't, like a social life for instance. i don't mean to be unattached to from the world but i guess it just sort of happens. i can't control it.

so here's a couple of things that i know: i want to get married, i want to have a couple of kids, i want to get a great job that pays me well. and most of all i want to enjoy life. so far, a lot of that bull is really funny to look at.

i think the question of what is a person going to be doing in ten years is stupid too.
(1)if i believe the mayans, then the world is gonna end in 2012 anyway and there's nothing that i can do to stop it.

(2)what person looking at themselves from a highschool point of veiw is really gonna know what they are going to be doing in ten years, five even?!

(3)the question is just an all-around way for a kid to feel bad about how they answer the question. if they tell the truth, then what they will be doing in ten years isn't going to be somthing that everyone wants to hear, and if they lie, then the people that are asking them don't really want to know anyway and they are just asking because you are on a interview of sorts or you are talking to your great-aunt brunhilda. This doesn't apply however if you think that you are better than everyone else and that your rich daddy is gonna get you a job that a person like me can't ever even look at.

i have been observing you lately just to understand how you act and how you react to certain situations. so far i have determined that basically the entire human race is just out there to prove that one person is better than another. if you show that you are better and that you can get another person's job taken away from them, for example, then society looks at you in praise. what about the other guy? who looks at him and says "congratulations for being the guy that everyone wants to get rid of." no. we just look at him and say "sorry buddy, that's the way the game is played," and go on with other business.

i've been thinking a lot about my own death lately too. i can't go to sleep because its too much like death. jessica and i were talking about this the other day and i realized that she's right. that the probability of there being "life after death" is so miniscule that you might as well disregaured it all together. i have to try to go to sleep with the radio on so that i can keep my mind off of the whole feeling. its such a scary thing to wake up with this heart racing and sweating thing realizing that you are going to die someday and that there isn't anything that you can do to stop it.

maybe its just because i don't know what lies beyond but maybe its because i do know. that's where that whole faith thing comes in. i find it hard to believe in a religion anymore. i think that the pope now is the worst person that could have been picked. i think that its stupid that a woman can't hold a order like a preist can. i told myself a long time ago that if women could become priests, i definately would be one. i couldn't be more upset. but what is a religion anyway? its just a organized way for a group to get money "in the name of God". i think that religion is stupid. if you are going to believe in anything, i say believe in God and don't worry about all that other bull shit. it really is stupid if you think about it. we have rules about all the stuff that you can and can't do.

you can't eat meat of fridays-man made law. doesn't mean a thing. point out in the bible where it says that and then maybe i'll believe it.

the bowing and the kneeling-i say if a person wants to kneel let them, if not don't. this whole reorganization of the church doctrine is really killing me too. if you go to church then you know that there has been this whole new thing instituted that you have to bow at this point in the prayer or that you have to say this at this time. i think that mass should be different from week to week and that a child smaller than me shouldn't have the mass memorized.

i don't know why people do what they do. whatever.

i really love how people can screw up your actions when on the outside. like today, even though i know its only in joking, Veronica was accusing me of flirting with another guy, while looking through a fume hood from mr. miller's room. i know that i wasn't, and i think that she knows that i wasn't too, but it's still a little hard to listen to that knowing that your boyfriend will probably hear about it at one point.

parents. especially mine. my father to be more specific. he doesn't want me to be with dennis. he may not say it directly, but he hints at it all the time. now what am i supposed to do in a situation like that? i really don't know. so what i am doing is basically just staying with dennis, despite what my father wants, and enjoying my life with him. i hope you're doing the same too, dennis. my parents seem to think that i am completly incompetant and that i can't handle doing any thing on my own. "You act like you are no older than twelve, do you know that? you're so wrapped up in your world that there's no room for anyone else." i guess that's where the whole lack of self esteem thing comes from, but i'm not saying it just because its the thing that teenagers my age say. its pretty much true too, i think.

i'm looking back on what i've done and feeling pretty scared about the future.

*sigh*

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-04-08T16:48:00

2005-04-01T21:42:37Z

quote of the day: "mom, what causes cancer?" "ketchup."

happy birthday jessica!!!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-04-02T17:34:00

2005-03-30T20:05:47Z

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Hedonism	\|\|	10%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Avoidant	\|\|	10%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Food indulgent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

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the funny part is that all of this is pretty much accurate too! hahah!

anywhoo i just wanted to pop in and say hello to all you wonderful people out there and a wish that the rest of the vacation is safe but a shit load of fun for ya...mine will be! =)

ttyl!

flopefrenchhats @ 2005-03-23T13:40:00

2005-03-23T20:35:47Z

i thank you all for your concern but it really isn't needed. i'm fine. don't worry. i'm still living and hope to continue to for quite some time.

lol

anywho...yeah

hah! an update!

2005-03-18T20:13:35Z

so anywho i haven't been doing to much lately...

stephanie!! we had so much fun! definately gonna go and do that again

for god's sakes, wear a condom!! lol ;-)

so joyce came over todday! yaay!

i need to have some sugar.......

...with a little bit a dennis....

hee hee hee

i've had a good day!

oh and one more thing!

2005-03-01T20:50:40Z

thank you.

to all of you who know who you are.

thank you.

and i love djpj with all my heart.

good day...for once!

2005-03-01T20:48:55Z

today was an exceptional day.

0 hour- it was so much fun to make fun of everyone today! lol but really we got some stuff accomplished...castration will occur later much to jeff payne's dismay!

1st- Amanda was high i think...she won't admitt it but she was. we went to the computer lab and goofed off all hour. then we went on whitepages.com and found out that my grampa has like 3 crimes on his record...it was funny

2nd- nothin...i think i pissed off the teacher though, which is always a treat!

3rd- me and jess lowther got in trouble i think, i don't know. vanhecke never tells! but it was fun anyway (Quote of the hour,"I'm like superman looking for a telephone booth!" it was grand!)

lunch- eh, same old same old

4th- had a test and talked to addison. that kid is so funny!

5th- back to the same old chemistry stuff but jeneanne blum figured out that i am in fact the "meagan" from interlochen and it was a definate lightbulb moment

6th- brett swaney, taylor, kevin, and me all broke out into disney film songs. it was great!!!!!!!

A WHOLE NEW WOOOOOORLD! A NEW FANTASTIC POINT OF VIEW!!! TAKE IT TAYLOR!

meagan